Indian Gay History 101

Ok. So everyone kinda claims that India's history before the mughals and the British overran the country, constituted of acceptance of same sex love and blah blah blah .... and then they inadvertantly refer to the Khajurao sculptures.

So today, I deceided to check out those sculptures (While sitting in the comfort of my room - not by actually going to Khajurao :) )

So I've posted 2 pics, the first of which is captioned "Monk sexually caressing a layman, who salutes him respectfully." (Looks like Mr. Monk gives a great handjob)




The second is captioned "Hermit monk performing auparashtika on a princely visitor." (It's p[retty evident that auparashtika means blowjob :D - I'm putting these 2 up inspite of not having an Above 18 warning on the blog *_* - you see, everything goes in the name of religion in India !!!)




And then I find some Wikipedia arguments that point out that these are not actually depicting homosexual encounters. That the men are actually women (or the other way round or some such shit.) If it's up to me, I can't understand a damn thing in those sculptures - except the two big dicks - one being swallowed and one being 'caressed'

Hmmm. So my rather short search ends in limbo. Situation not confirmed.

How much we hate ourselves.

With Ricky Martin’s coming out of the closet (Finally – it now turns out that two major artists I used to listen to as a teen – Darren Hayes and Ricky Martin have both come out as gay – with their own sweet delays), one would think that gay acceptance is taking on a new level. I mean even ALL the newspapers in India are filled with reports about Ricky Martin’s coming out.

But then again, as soon as I log on to Planetromeo, or meet most people, I can’t help but realize how much we hate ourselves.

Part of this is due to staying in the closet (I’m partly to blame – remember my good ol’ hypocrisy?) and looking down on us fags even though we belong to the same community, but what I’m actually talking about is the hate people have embedded in their profile messages – “Flabby’s, fat’s and fems, stay away.” That kinda stuff really shows the discrimination amongst us.

Tough nut to crack, this hatred amongst us. Let’s see how it all develops with time.

Steamin' hot bod ....

Ok ... though I've not seen the movie yet, I HAVE seen Aanaahad's abs. And that's when I decided to stop wondering how many a's his name has and start drooling over that hot bod ... looking for hotter pics of this guy !!

Of Sex surveys and Reality.

Just recently I was out filling this survey in my university, (yup, I study when I’m not fucking around) along with the rest of my university mates. Now they are the straight laced, typical 25 year old, wanking off to porn but never had intercourse with a woman type, talk big and do nothing Indian virgins, (errr, can I now say I have nothing against them?), and the ones who had started filling the survey before me started giggling. A few questions later, I realized the survey was about SEX, or rather, of sexual practices amongst the youth.

And then I sighed and promised myself I would fill it honestly, after all, reality is reality.

So after 15 minutes of frantic filling, I finally finished the survey. Questions like ‘How many partners have you had in the last 1 year had options like 1, 2,3,4,5,6, more than 6 (great, so I was hardly a category – more than 6??? Please, don’t insult my prowess). So I ticked more than 6. Next question – How many partners have you had in the last 5 years – options – 1,2,3,4,5,6, more than 6. Duh!! If the answer to previous question is more than 6, then this would be too. Anyways, after some frantic filling, I realized even the survey labelled me an outlier.

So later Hun (Let’s call her that, she’s my Fag Hag), was discussing the survey and giggled when she realized the number of partners question and how the options limited me from lifting up the average of the entire university by a digit or so.

“They would have got a distorted version of reality!” she squealed.

Hmmm… kinda made me wonder – am I not part of Reality? Am I not part of real India?

Dunno Y...

Well I didn’t pay much attention to the recent news of Dunno Y… Na Jaane Kyon’ as the first bollywood movie to deal with gay relationships, mainly b’coz I only end up being disappointed when these so called first evers come out and b’coz us poor little faggots just end up being depicted as a hip-swishing, limp-wristed camp species which exists to be made fun of, (no problems with being how you are – refer here :D but I want diversity to be depicted). But then I noticed Aryan Vaid is in the movie and remembered how many wet dreams his underwear ads gave me when I was younger (can’t find the damn pics on the internet anywhere now),



…and THAT gave me something to look forward to.

But I can’t find any trailers online either (either my googling skills are going down the drain or this is one hard trail to follow), but anyways, lets hope Aryan scorches in this one too... looking forward to some steamy sex scenes in Bollywood ...nah??? too much.... okay looking forward to Aryan Vaid then .... :D

Smitten !

I'm smitten (Happens to me at least twice everyday) .... this time by Rishi Idnani ... delicious male model .... man... what I would give to lick those abs :Da


anyways ... he's 19 :O .... a bit young I would say... but who cares !! and he's doing some kind of law thing ... wonder if he would take up my case ... the one of me being smitten so bad that it must be something illegal.

here's some more photos if you want folks!

http://machomodel.blogspot.com/2009/04/hot-six-pack-abs-model-rishi-idnani.html

Shameless Self Publicity

Ok people. (if there’s anyone reading this). I wrote a gay romance /erotic novel a few years back, (I was 18 at the time) and it was wildly popular on the internet. Still get tonnes of fanmail over it. And a few months back, to my (pleasant) surprise, it got picked up to be published. And now it’s out there on the internet….

It’s pretty good stuff. And has male angels (hot bods with wings!).

So please do check it out, And in case you buy it, thanx a tonne! It’s written under my penname – sky unending.

http://www.amazon.com/Alchemist-Sky-Unending/dp/1935509403

it's available on a bunch of other sites as well, so you can just google it and search for it if you don't wanna use amazon.

A Fantasy Sex list

So recently I turned 25 and was brawling about it to AJ.

“My youth is slipping away,” I cried, “There are so many things I still wanted to do!”

“What the hell do you mean?” AJ snapped, “Is there anything you’ve not done? You’ve done every goddamn kinky thing there is to do. What’s possibly left?”

“Well…” I paused as AJ looked at me earnestly.

“I’ve never had sex with a guy in uniform!”

“Yeah? What else?”



“And I’ve never tried it on Viagra.”

“But you don’t need Viagra?” AJ raised his eyebrows. “Do you?”

“Yeah, but I wanted to try it out once. Before I… actually start needing it.”



“Anything else on this stupid list of things to do before your so called youth runs out?”

“I’ve never done it with a black guy!”

“And so we’ve heard….” AJ made a helpless gesture.



“And my ultimate fantasy….” I paused for dramatic effect. “I’ve never done it with identical male twins!”

AJ’s eyes kind of glazed over. “Yeah… that one’s gonna remain a fantasy.”



“You see?” I wailed. There’s so many things to do and my youth Is just slipping away right under my ….”

AJ whacked me on the back of my head with a book. I grumbled something about never discussing my fantasies with him again and continued sipping my coffee.
 

Of eunuch’s, Hijras, Drag queens and the undecided.

I disliked them myself when I was younger. Well, maybe dislike is a strong word – I did not like the thought of being associated and clubbed along with Hijra’s and eunuch’s at all. And the quesiness I felt whenever everyone I told about myself automatically assumed that I liked dressing up like a girl or something. Even when I came out to my mother, who knew nothing about being gay at the time (I think she still knows too little), she questioned me about it – “I know of only men and women Saumi, and then there are Hijra’s. What do you want me to think of you.”

And then I read something in a story once (searching and jerking off to smut and literary erotica online) which put things into real perspective for me. If I being the non-effiminate, cross-dressing fag that I am (let’s not forget cocksucking buttfucking) cannot accept people like who are different from me, then how can people who are straight accept me?

I was 16 when I read that. It came down pretty harsh on me. I realized I was subjecting the effeminate guys to the same thing straight people were subjecting me to. In fact, I was worse than straight people – and here we come back to my hypocritical nature once again!

Anyways. Things were put on an acid test when I came across Rich in Greece. (rich is gonna love the fact that I am talking about him). Rich is EVERY gay stereotype in the non-Indian world. He wears tophats, coats and tails when it’s boiling hot weather in Greece, he uses words like fabulous and divine, and is flambouyant and as camp as we come. And he’s DARNED proud of it. He also loves talking with an ENGLISH accent and pretending he’s British and hates his American roots. (he’s gonna kill me if he reads this bit). But most of all, he doesn’t change for anyone – he’s always CONSISTENT – something I always aim to be.

Hanging around with Rich for a very small period I learnt a great deal from him (more than I’ll ever admit to him :D). And there was one thing I distinctly remember him saying.

“Darling, I’m every stereotype in the book – and me being all over the place and over the top makes it easier for guys like you to survive and be accepted out there.”

“So you’re A vigilante of sorts?” I asked him.

“Of course!” he shot back.

And though it would not have sunk in then, it has now. Even deep down, rich believed in what he said and did what he did for exactly that reason. That and the fact that he simply loved clothes and heels and glitter and glamour and being who he was.

Kudos to Rich – for his sense of integrity and for being the bravest man I have met till date.



So anyways. Back to the topic – I know eunuchs or Hijra’s in India can cross many of our personal boundaries, and harassment seems like the beginning and people might say that many of them are using it more as an extortionist profession on local trains and buses, but guy’s learn to accept things that are different from you, else don’t accept someone else to accept you.

Intolerance is ignorance I say – so do know things a little before judging, and before being a hypocritical asshole like I am. Here are some resources on India’s Hijras.

http://www.thingsasian.com/stories-photos/2022

http://www.countercurrents.org/gen-narrain141003.htm

Rim baby, rim!

Ok. What’s with the disgusted face most of us Indian gay guys pull at the thought of rimming? Rimming rox man - and there’s no two opinions about it. For the totally uninitiated, here’s the wikipedia article which describes it as some organic-chemical process or something.

Yes. I’m talking about good ol’ anilingus. It’s when you lick or kiss your lover’s anal opening for erotic stimulation. I once talked it over with a rim-hater.

“It’s distatsteful,” he said. “How can you lick that? Shit comes out of there?”

“How can you give blowjobs then?” I shot back like my sassy self. “Piss comes out of there!”

“That’s different!” he stated, but I was convinced I was not going to lose this one.

Even good ol' AJ winces at the thought of rimming - or rather he deosn't wanna discuss it - but he did admit once sheepishly that he loves gettig rimmed. So for those who squirm at the thought of rimming, guys, please get over it. So you can plunge your manhood in there and go crazy, and you can’t stimulate your lover with a little tongue dance? Hmm. Kinda like a double standard. And kinda sad, coz I sure as hell enjoy getting rimmed, and I’m sure everyone else would as well.

And for those who wanna slicken their rimming techniques, here’s a link that shows us how. Enjoy :D

Hindu / Japanese tattoos on pornstars!

So a few months back I screwed around with this French dude. And he came on real strong and me inflicting a line on him made him even more eager (“You’re French right? The French are supposed to be great lovers. Prove it!”). And boy you should have seen him go. And after some time I flipped around and burst out laughing. He had A giant tattoo of Lord Ganesh on his back! He was annoyed that I, beingan Indian, found it funny.

And as I explored more parts of his body I discovered shloks in Sanskrit, the Swastik symbol and even Ganesh jee’s mouse on another part of his anatomy.

“You do know what you have on your back right?” I asked SG after we were done with our humping routine. (he’s gonna kill me if he finds out I write about him).

“Of course I know; It’s Lord Ganeshaa” (with the shaa pronounciation) “He's the lord of destruction,” SG stated triumphantly.

“Err no,” I pulled a face, “He’s not the lord of destruction. In fact we take his name before we start anything good and…”

“Of course I know!” SG cut in rather irritatedly. “I am a Hinduist after all.”

I sighed. “It’s a Hindu. Not hinduist.”

Go figure the French hinduist wannabees. Anyways, since I can’t post SG’s full photos, I’m posting the tattoo on his back. He still will kill me you know, if he finds this blog.



Anyway. That got me thinking about ‘Hindu’ tattoos that various people have that they don’t even understand. I know Beckham’s 'Victoria' and I’ve seen ‘OM’ dozens of times, epecially on gay porn stars (wonder what our moral police would say about that).


And then I started noticing in my daily recreation activitiy – in watching gay porn! – and boy, a lot of porn stars have 'OM' on their bodies.




And even more have Japanese symbols. And since I’ve done quite a bit of Japanese and am familiar with the entire Hiragana and some Kanji, I could read most of it. ‘Love’, ‘Electricity’, Intelligent' seem to be most common. And I’m taking a few screenshots from good ol’ gay porn and posting them here :D (can you see how Neurotic and obsessive I get sometimes?)